Ok, I know I haven't updated in EVER. I'm so sorry but I've been so busy with Homework, school, studying, and all other different stuff. Any way, MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!! Aka, November 11th, 2009. lol it'll be wierd when 2011 comes around.

I'm planning on having a birthday party to go see 2012, but I doubt I'm gonna have one.
I got back from DISNEY!! It was sooo awesome there. I got like 300 suviners for friends (yes I know I spelled it wrong). I went on the Rocking Rollercoaster!!! First time on it, holy crap I was so scared!!! It reminded me of when I went on Kingda ka. (well, forced on)

I currently have writer's block. I dont know why though. I tried everything! Ugh! Its so annoying.

I wanted to update this too to tell you guys I iz In LOVE! It's like one of those romance novels you read, like romeo and juliet.
except no one died yet.


so I was just updating!! Hope to update really soon!
By the way...
HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEEN!!

Well, lets get started. Schools been ok I've aced math and science and spanish tests all week. and I'm failing history...ugh..
Ryan being in my history class is not helping life at all. But I wished him good luck on his game and he won. first time our Football team won in 4 years. Sadly I forgot to say good luck and he didnt win..

Anyway, I've been learning spells. And powerful ones too. I have a whole book. Eye color changing, kissing spells, love spells, curses (which I wont use unless necesary) and many more. I already tried a protection spell on a friend and it worked. I just tried the kissing spell on my ex boyfriend. We'll find out Tuesday if it works or not.

Anyway, my 2 friends are fighting again....and one of them is blaming me for the fighting! Thats insane right? I didnt even do anything...

Plus, I'm really nervous about something

Ok, school sucks so far. I got History with my ex boyfriend, Gym with my worst emeny and worst of all I have TWO periods of MATH and SPANISH. Only good thing thats gonna come out of this year is the clubs I joined and my Science English and Journalism class. Nick always flirts with me in Science and English. and when I mean flirt, I mean bugs me till I pay attention to him.

Camp ended...sad woo..to tell you the truth it got good towards the end and I didnt want it to end. Camp is actually better than school. What happens there, stays there. We know what happened, nothing will change what happened, but we did forgive forget and learn from it. all I know is I probably wont go back.

Story requests!
gonna ask you guys if you want me to write a story let me know and I'll do it.
I'm working on two right now. "My apocalypse" and "simple and clean"

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Alright! lets get this started. Camp is almost over...finally! all hell will be done and over with! only 2 days before hell ends, then hell begins when school starts. so I only have 2 weeks of fun...

Ok, the only reason I did stay in camp after hell started was so I could go to Dorney park. It was awesome! well, the rides that we did go on. Which were: Whip, Scrambler, Thunderhawk, wavepool, waterslides...I dont remember the other names of the roller coasters and rides we went on though. I didn't go on steal force cause I had just eaten so me and my friend stayed behind. we were suppose to go on Hydra, but it started to lightning, so they closed the ride. we left the park around 9. I bought alittle grim reaper dude, skull mood necklace, and a glow stick (star wars!) me and Jenna had no shame as we skipped through the rain with our glowing swords!!!

Ok! this is where it gets creepy...when we got back to the hotel we realized there were only 2 beds...and there were 3 of us in a room...so where would we sleep? I gave my spot away on the bed to Jenna. she needs sleep lol. So I had the small little couch they have in the corner of the room. And it was hard to sleep with a teddy bear on a small couch...

So it was 11:30 when we were able to move around and I was walking around with my TF ultimate guide book. funniest thing ever. me and Jenna and my other friend Matt started choosing which Transformers have the biggest....cables...so far its Sideswipe, Jazz, Prowl, and Ratchet...WTF?! I was the only one that voted for Sunstreaker and Jenna goes, "HE DOESNT HAVE ONE LOOK!" Sure enough, in the picture there was nothing there....poor Sunny has no cable...

You guys know how I have been having those dreams? Well it was like 5am when I passed out and I had a horrible nightmare. It was about Prowl and if any of you know me personally you'll know why its scary. So I woke up screaming, causing the person to knock on the door and ask if I was ok. Jenna told him it was a nightmare and we ended up staying up until we left.

SO! Still doing story requests....

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Ok, so far the stories they're coming out ok. gonna work on Simple and Clean, then Sun Burn, then Only At Night. I think I'm gonna cancel on "One last note" though...its too hard to write it now.

OK! camp is ok.....not really. well, its almost over and then I wont see any of them again! Hopefully. But the fact that one of them requested me on facebook freaks me out. Anyway, Dorney trip is coming soon...cant wait...! TF marathon with Jenna. G1 and Animated. then walking around the hotel in our PJs listening to Screamo.

Here's the problem...I haven't been able to sleep...at all. I try, but fail. There are these nightmares I get...ones of the apocolypse, dying...but the one that freaks me out the most is the one of Sideswipe and Jazz and Ratchet dying...it scares me...

First Sideswipe goes...and I wrote his story down...then Jazz...Jazz's death scares me the most...he's listening to "Untitled" by Simple Plan, (link- [link]) and he just...gets shot...and dies...and the scaries part...he's singing while dying...and he's always reaching out...then Ratchet...oh man...thats freaky...he's in the medbay, and I dont know why but a fire just randomly breaks out...and he burns alive...screaming...and all his metal flesh whatever you wanna call it is burning and melting and you just see his skeleton and (Shudders) its too creepy..

I also have one where I'm falling. and hearing voices...people shouting, "Dont!" or something...its odd...then I hit the ground and wake up. The one with Moon dying scares me most...she dies of a broken spark...literally...her spark breaks..and she's screaming for help...and no one's there..

any ideas of how to get rid of these?

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